Hit Me

God, I want you to hit me
Put everything behind a punch and throw
Tyler, just say it
It isn't that I need to restart
It isn't that I am not masculine enough for today's society
It isn't that I need to just let raw power destroy the emotions
Just hit me
Screw the explanations and the planning
Fuck the upper floor and the modern world
Hit me, god damnit
It is just me and four walls
Pile and tile blood stains if you want
Let the linoleum soak up the aftermath
Just do it
Say it
Throw it
Fuck it
Hit me already
When I am standing in front of you
Heart pounding with anticipation
But then the scene ends
Hit me
Don't do it for the camera
Do it because you need to
"It's in the script"
Fuck the script
Hit me